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 Holy hell time is going, second to last acting class this week shit is hitting hard, use your fucking time, like yes it feels like we have a lot constantly and that stuff will always figure itself out, but have shit to do man. Just have shit to work on constantly, regardless, benefit yourself constantly. 

Do some shit around the house, clean up, your room should be impeccable and you should know EXACTLY where all your things are. Im playing everyone is different but it will help with your craft trust me.

At least I think it will, having your life nice and clean will help all the bullshit sift out when it comes to performance but its a double edged sword. Because all of the things we experience are just sources for our acting. So

YES: go do shit and experience so you can use that when you're up there, but take care of yourself. There is only one body that you can act with so you have to make sure that it lasts you.

I know that my life has changed because instead of thinking about how much pain I may want to cause myself and about how selfish all my actions are I think about not wanting to damage the tool that I have to perform.

We have to take care of ourselves, the tool. Physically, mentally, and emotionally.