Monday sad day

 Today is the final shoot day, man o man what a journey, feels like forever and an instant at the same time. Really is an insane feeling, and I'm not even wrapped yet I'm typing this as I'm waiting for them while they shoot a scene I'm not in. 

We wrapped the film and it was so beautiful, everyone was so lovely and talented and amazing and it made me want to take a step back and really appreciate the job that I have. That I can do something I love and get paid for it. In day-to-day, it's common to feel like stuff isn't working out because you haven't booked in a while or maybe your performance wasn't exactly how you wanted. But when things do happen, and they happen so nicely enjoy them, because while you're doing the thing, it's gone so quickly before you can appreciate it, and then it's gone. Just like that.

All the wonderful people I got to know their lives and work with, I felt like I could work with them forever, they were so accepting and kind to all the challenges I faced during the shoot, so respectful, and honestly everyone was just so cool. Like these new york kids have so shit to them that makes them all super unique and interesting in their own way, but more than regular people. Or maybe I'm just sad it's over.

Never take those moments for granted.